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Sunday, 13 June 2010
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wow!
it has been quite a long time since i have made a post! i don't even think that anyone even reads my stuff at all anyway LOL!! a lot has happened in the past four months. it's kind of crazy i used to get on here all the time, but everything changed and now i never get on at all!
Monday, 15 March 2010
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Currently
Rumble in the Bronx
By Jackie Chan, Anita Mui, Françoise Yip, Bill Tung, Marc Akerstream
see relatedWhen you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Wow, my hair looks pretty, considering I just woke up.
How much cash do you have on you?
Maybe
What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
Marsh mellow
Favorite planet?
Uranus!!
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
I don't care, I obviously didn't want to talk to them
What is your favorite ring on your phone?
uhhh....maybe I'm Bo Yo, Burnburnham
What shirt are you wearing?
My blue Miley Cyrus shirt from Wal Fart
Do you "label" yourself?
Yes, Jess
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
converse
Bright or Dark Room?
I prefer a bright room, but my room is dark wood, my house is a huge Norweign Chateu
What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
Nikki is awesome!! I can't wait to hang out tomm.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Wondering if I had lost my mind because I though it was 1:00am, but I forgot the time had changed
What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
.It's on of those stupid chain texts
Where is your nearest 7-11?
Texas.
What's a word that you say a lot?
like and love
OMG!! I love this show, and I love this jacket, and I love your outfit, and I love you Thomas, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.
Like one time I went to this store right, and like this guy he was like laughin a the chick behind the counter and like she was totally laughin too, and like I started laughing and then like the whole store stared laughing.(I totally do that just ask my bf and my friends)
Who told you he/she loved you last?
Thomas
Last furry thing you touched?
kitty cat
How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none
How many rolls of film do you need developed?
Film? what is this?
Favorite age you have been so far?
21 I think
Your worst enemy?
KAKKAROT!!
What is your current desktop picture?
Detective Elliot Stabler and Detective Olivia Benson
What was the last thing you said to someone?
yummy taco!!.
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
The money
Do you like someone?
shhh its a secret! i like...
The last song you listened to?
I'm All Alone and I Need You Now
Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
HA, yes
What's something you MUST do before you die?
Lots of things
Are you single?
nope
What's one thing you will not eat?
Licorice
What color is your underwear?
blue
When is the last time you went out of state?
I have not gone out of state in a really long time
Who was your last received call?
dad
Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
milk is gross, but yes I have
Can you roll your tongue?
yeppers peppers
Can you hula hoop?
I'm too fat now
Have you ever crawled through a window?
My parents used to lock us out of the house all the time, and since I was the skinniest in my whole family they always would shove me through a window to unlock the doors.
Was today better than yesterday?
yeah because I didn't have to work
Do you talk to yourself?
I talk to myself all the time, like right now
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Forever.
Ever went tanning?
yes and I dont like it
Earrings or necklaces?
both
Do you party?
not hardee, but yes I party
Are you mad at anybody?
not that I can think of
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
sometimes
What are you doing tonight?
watching a movie
What time is it?
2:38 am
Are you loud?
Depends on the situation
What are you looking forward to?
Jampcon
Have you ever watched a little kids show?
Yes
What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini
Are you wearing socks?
yep a pick one and a white one
What's your favorite smell?
fresh coffee
Have you ever been on a roller coaster?
Heck Yeah!!!!
What is the most expensive thing you have ever bought?
my car
Do you care what others think about you?
Sometimes, depends what it is
What do you do all the time in a car?
sing and dance
Do you trust people easily?
not really, im a good judge of character
Do you keep up with college football?
No
Favorite football team?
Tennessee.
Do you watch the Olympics?
I watched the opening ceremony to the BeiJing Olympics because it was so fabulous.
Do you have a favorite number?
24
Are you multitasking right now?
not really.
Do you believe in karma?
very much sooooooo..
How was the weather today?
Rainy, cold, and wet =( -
The Jackass
This is about my stupid ass boss who I really seriously hate!! I wrote this about him because I seriously hate my job and its all because of him!! My job would be so awesome if he did not work there.
Somtimes I just want to hit him in his efing face!
The Jackass is coming down the hall!!
The Jackass will surely fall!!
The Jackass is such a jerk!!
The Jackass sucks at work!!
The Jackass is such a fag!!
The Jackass's sweater vest looks like a paper bag!!
The Jackass always yells about the phone!!
The Jackass needs to fuck a cone!!
The Jackass woke up on the wrong side of the bed!!
The Jackass needs smacked in the head!!
With the service phone!!
Sunday, 14 March 2010
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Here is a poem that I just recently wrote. I wrote it yesterday actually and really like it. It's not all that great, but I really like it for some reason. It doesn't really mean anything in particular in my life, but I was really feeling it so I wrote it down. I don't know how other people will feel about it and it doesn't have a title, but here it is anyway.
He can't see her for who she really is,
but he is so in love with her
He is afraid to look her in the eyes
scared of the sadness, sorrow,
and emptiness
He looks down, in sympathy of his own
fear.
She's so in love, but she can't let her heart
be willing to hurt like it did before
She walks away from what might have been
that he could not see in her sadness,
sorrow, and emptiness
She walks away, in sympathy of her own
fear.
He wants to call for her, but he he is afraid
He visions so many voices in his head
confused of what to do
He wished for something more, but his
expectations were too high
He know it is his own fault for her anger
in him
He wants to see inside her heart and
make it beat clean
He wants to make her feel safe, and not
hurt anymore.
Maybe if only he opened up more of himself
to her,
Maybe he could have been her light in the
darkness, like she used to be for him
Maybe things would be better.
He sees a hooded veil over her, only to
show her clouded eyes, why can't he get
inside?
She walks further hoping he will call for her,
reach for her, touch her
She wants to feel his lips pressed to hers
She wants to feel his warm hand to caress her
face, and wipe away the tears
She feels as if everything is her fault as to
why he is mad at her
She stops just incase, but not to turn so
he cannot see the black tears
stain her pale pink cheek
She wants him to run to her and hold her,
make her safe, he is the light in her
darkness of sorrow.
Maybe if she would have told him more
often how she felt and what she
felt for him
Maybe if she would have been more leaniant
with her emotions
Maybe things would be better.
She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath
why can she not just let go of the
sorrow and just be with him?
He looks up to see that she has stopped walking
He reaches his hand out to her, but then
instantly drops it and looks away
He begins to to cry as he turns to walk the
other direction, inspite of his own fear.
She turns her head in hopes to see him
right behind her, reaching his
hand to stop her
She sees him sulking the other direction
too tough to care
She lowers her head as the tears fall to
the floor and walks away, inspite of
her own fear.
There is also a drawing that I made to go along with this and it's pretty cool. It's what really what inspired this poem. I was sitting at work and was just doodling and then my doodle turned into a poem.
I just wrote what I thought of in my head. I really like it. I pretty happy with the way that it turned out. I have notebooks in my room filled with poems and silly things. I like to write, although I am not very good at it. I really like Xanga though. I feel like I can say anything, things that I normally would not say to my friend, and I feel like I can really vent a lot more then what I can infront of a person. It's like I don't have to take a risk for anyone getting pissed off for the things I say and bitch about. -
Oh yeah!
I have lost lots of weight and I am so excited about it!! I feel really good about myself and I have discovered that working out makes me feel extremely happy!! I love working out!! I feel really great!! LOL!!
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I drive a Nissan 350z, I read Harry Potter, my favorite song is The Climb by Miley Cyrus, my favorite fictional character of all time is Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z, and my favorite color is pink, I love where I from and proud of my home town, my favorite candy is fun dip, and I love 99cent slushies from the gas station, oh and gas station hot dogs rule (although they are very unhealthy)...
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